After talking to me I remembered that when I moved back to New Jersey from Atlanta, the first thing I did was bring back the truck. When I brought it back my mother’s GERMAN friend Astrid was there to pick me up. The first thing she said to me was “HOW DO YOU FEEL?” and I said “I feel fine” then she said “AND THE CRAZIES IN YOUR HEAD?” and I said, “What crazies in my head?”
Then she said, “That’s good“. Then she said “ANDY, WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THE BOOK MIEN KEMPT?” “Hitler’s book?” I say I don’t know I never read it! She said that’s very good. Hitler’s Book “Mien Kempt” is one of the keywords they use to control me. Astrid is the controller who is in turn controlling my mother to inform them of everything that I do. It all started rushing back to me. My mother complaining about her trip to Germany to visit Astrid, and how she seemed to be missing a few days and could not remember them.
My grandmother (on my mothers’ side) freaking out saying that she had walked in and Astrid was controlling her in some way and my mother’s response was “don’t be ridiculous, Astrid is my best friend!” I then remembered from way back when I was a child.
(maybe 10 years I started freaking out calling Astrid a NAZI at one of my parent’s dinner parties and of course my mother apologized profusely. But I would not give up and I kept screaming “YOU MAY HAVE THEM FOOLED BUT YOU HAVEN’T FOOLED ME. YOUR A NAZI, YOU NAZI, YOU NAZI!” and I remember her just sitting there and smiling at me and I could tell that she was saying to herself self “you are one smart little shit“.
She had also manipulated my father and has had a sexual relationship with him over the years (I don’t know the specific details to this at all). These are all the basic control tactics that THEY use. At this point I remember going to Astrid’s once before when I regained my memory. I think it was between 1992 and 1994 but I really cannot be sure).
I followed my mother over to Astrid’s and watched as the main hypnotists as well as Mr. Green, and the man with the white hair being there and manipulating my mother. As I tried to get a closer look they had a man patrolling outside and I was seen and they chased me down, caught me and said the “Magic word” and my memory was erased again.
The key point here is that now I know how they are watching me, and I know who my new controller is. It is my own mother as they are manipulating her to keep tabs on me. I thought back to what she knows and to what I have told her in regards to anything I am doing with my government mind control experiment memories. She knows nothing of any relevance as I have not said a word to her since the Dr. Purrizzo and Father Jack incidents as well as the arguments we had back in October as to what happened in my childhood and since she would just say “that never happened” to no matter what I said.
I just completely stopped talking to her about it. I have, without even knowing it, been specifically giving her disinformation and have been misleading her for months (this is a VERY lucky break). Now that I know this, I am going to use it to my advantage. And as a matter of fact now all the comments she would make as to what I was doing, how she was very concerned as to what I am doing, everything now makes more sense. But still, I can only remember a fraction of what happened and I am still trying to put it all together. But I have secluded myself from everyone and now I know what to watch out for, My mother and Astrid.
January 17th, 1998 – Using the internet I order some books dealing with government mind control experiments and covert operations.
(as I still am thinking that this is a government experiment because I keep on remembering being on Navy ships for the assassinations and I keep seeing Mr. Green during the torture experiments and the conditioning. At this point I still have no recollection about the Illuminati or ANY idea about what the big picture really is).
One of the books I ordered was “The Search for the Manchurian Candidate: The CIA and Mind Control” by John Marks. In the book, he discusses the MKULTRA programs and how LSD was discovered, then how the CIA Back in the forties began experiments to find a “truth serum” to make spy’s talk. One of the first projects was with two Navy men and a man called “Weint” (my father now has the book and I am not sure of the spelling of his name), but he was the head of the Psychology department at the University of Rochester.
And he conducted his experiments on the students at Rochester in his secret laboratory in the attic of the library at the University of Rochester. When I read I literally fell off the couch as a flood of memories suddenly came rushing back to me.