Aaron says something very strange to me. He says “man, you have nothing to worry about with Pilar, she absolutely idolizes you“, ‘trust me‘ on this.
” How the hell would he know? I ask myself later. Months later, when I put it all together, I think he did it to see if I had told Pilar about his father, good thing I didn’t. One Friday night I’m at home and Pilar is coming over later to watch some movies. I’m feeling very uptight about my business and how it’s not going as well as anticipated. All along and for as long as I could remember I always felt like something wasn’t right with me. Like something was “wrong” but I just had no idea what it was or where this feeling was coming from.
ALL OF A SUDDEN I REMEMBERED THAT I KNOW SILVA MIND CONTROL!
I had totally forgotten about it. Like out of the blue it was like a revelation. I guess I just hadn’t thought about it for years. So I relax and go to my level. I’m having a great session, feeling totally relaxed and comfortable. I open my eyes and Pilar is sitting on the floor next to me with this look on her face like she is seeing the devil possessing someone. I ask her how long she has been there? She says to me “What the hell were you doing?” And I tell her all about the Silva method and about going to different “Levels” of your mind. She says to me “you never told me you could do that!“. “I FORGOT I COULD,” I say.
I asked her if I looked funny, and she tells me that she almost freaked out when she saw me. “Why?” I asked her. “Your eyeballs were flurrying left and right at a million miles an hour. I thought you were possessed or something. Then I called your name and you wouldn’t answer. So I sat down and watched.” “How long were you watching me,” I ask. About 15 minutes she answers. What does she say next? “TEACH ME“. So she downs three glasses of wine and we spend the rest of the night doing Silva mind control.
What happened, however, is that the next time we went to Aaron’s apartment, Pilar, wanting to be involved in some of the intellectual conversations Aaron and I had, starts talking about how I taught her the Silva method and how she went down to the different levels of her mind and the whole thing. The next day I go over to Aaron’s to watch movies, I remember him getting up and locking the door.
AFTER THAT DAY, AND TO THIS DAY I CANNOT GO TO MY LEVEL. IN MY MIND, I JUST CANNOT PICTURE AN ELEVATOR SHAFT IN MY MIND. I TRY AND I TRY BUT I JUST CANNOT DO IT FOR SOME REASON.
I guess Aaron didn’t like the idea of me romping around in my own mind and somehow “rigged it” so that I cannot enter. It’s sort of like being locked out of your own mind. Very scary!
March 1997 – WHAT WAS THE “EVENT” THAT TRIGGERED THE RECALL OF MY MEMORY? HERE IT IS.
Aaron is a 5′-10″ muscular, balding Italian man, who, if he could, would spend his entire life walking around in his “flip flops” with a short sleeve shirt unbuttoned down to his belly button and in a baggy pair of shorts hanging out at the pool all day every day. We would still do things like go to concerts, the home depo, occasionally a movie. Things like that but nothing that ever required too much planning or usually too much physical effort (except working out). One rainy March evening I get to Aaron’s, and he has a sudden burst of energy and decides that he wants to go BOWLING. “Bowling,” I say.
As it turns out, Aaron is an avid bowler. He even has his own ball (which he stole from a bowling ally in Rochester NY). No bag, just the ball. He says he hasn’t been in a long time and he somehow got a “wild hair stuck in his ass“. This was a big venture for him because Aaron actually had to go into his closet and dig out his sneakers and a pair of jeans to go to the bowling ally. We go, we walk in and get our lane and our shoes from the front desk. We turn to the left and start walking to our lane. As we walk, the lanes are on the right and the pro shop and bar are on our left.
Aaron is ahead of me, about 3 steps (the fastest I have ever seen him walk, I guess he was excited to be bowling or something). As we walk we pass the door to the pro shop there is a life-size cutout of a man in a rhinoceros suit. He is standing there holding a bowling ball (it was a very elaborate life-size 3-dimensional marketing display with a real bowling ball in the guy’s hands).