AND WHAT DO I DO!
With the biggest, happiest voice and smile I can muster, I wave BYE-BYE! IT WAS NICE MEETING YOU, BYE-BYE! BYE-BYE. Just like I had just made two new best friends. I get in my car and turn the key. All the while I can’t help but feel really good about myself, proud, noble, and majestic as I drive away. I remember doing this because no matter how hard I fought back, no matter how strong I felt I was all they had to do was say the “Magic word” and I was back under their total control.
This is my biggest fear, is being discovered of what I really remember before I can find the right people who can help me in removing their “programming” and their “Magic word” so I can fight back and not lose my memory again.
February 2nd, 1998 – Through the internet, I have found contacts who have had similar experiences as mine. I have found someone who can help me as he is a specialist in these “deprogramming” and mind-control cases.
I have gone to see him AND HE HAS BEGAN TO DEPROGRAMMED ME. He specifically knows their tactics as he was once involved with them. Again not by choice. As part of the “deprogramming“, once you have been deprogrammed you have to have to wait 21 days as your memories must come back gradually as not to shock you all at once. Over the 21 days, my memory is slowly coming back but is still in bits and pieces. But I (theoretically) now have control of myself self and they can no longer control me. This has all been accomplished without any knowledge of my mother.
March 1st, 1998 – I have completed the 21 days and have put together some more of the pieces. But I feel it is only a fraction.
THE MOST IMPORTANT AND UTMOST CRITICAL FACT THAT I HAVE REMEMBERED IS THAT I HAVE A SON!
He is about 7 or 8 years old, and his mother is the woman that I am meant to marry. I remember Aaron telling me about him at his apartment (against all wishes of the Illuminati) but he did it for his mother as she is the most beautiful woman you have ever seen in your life or your imagination. My son’s IQ Aaron tells me is 150, (not unsimilar to my own) and they have ‘big‘ plans for him. To make things easier and as not to try and put all the events back in the places where they belong in the timeline (as the story becomes very complicated if you try and write two parallel timelines and two alternate sets of reality at once). I now remember that I have many many sons as I was used in breeding experiments as well.
Here is a summary of what I believe happened and of the events as I can remember what happened at this time. As my memory comes back I discover that I was not only used as an assassin but that I actually was one of the “Montauk boys” as well. This is in regards to the Montauk project as described by Preston Nichols in his book “The Montauk Project“. ALL the events he describes in his book are 100% true. However, the fact that the project was supposedly abandoned at camp Hero in the year 1983 could not be farther from the truth. As I was also there sometime between the years 1988 and 1993? And the project is still going strong.
As far as I can put together at this point.
{{some sources indicate that after the rebellion in the ranks and sabotage of the project in 1983, the project was re-initiated a couple years later. this is similar to the claims of the ‘ Dulce wars‘ in the new Mexico Dulce base, leading to a severange of ‘joint-interaction‘ between the u.s. government-illuminati and reptilian-grey controllers of the lower base, however after two years the collaboration was re-instated – Branton}}