A: An event which sidetracks, temporarily, the mental processes.
Q: (L) And what event can sidetrack the mental processes to this extent? ) In this particular case, what was it?
A: It was an eclipsing of energies caused by conflicting thought centers.
Q: (L) What energies were being eclipsed?
A: Whenever two opposing units of reality intersect, this causes what can be referred to as friction, which, for an immeasurable amount of what you would refer to as time, which is, of course, non-existent, creates a non- existence, or a stopping of the movements of all functions. This is what we would know as conflict. In between, or through any intersecting, opposite entities, we always find zero time, zero movement, zero transference, zero exchange. Now think about this. Think about this carefully.
Q: (L) Does this mean that I was, essentially, in a condition of non-existence?
A: Well, non-existence is not really the proper term, but non-fluid existence would be more to the point. Do you understand?
Q: (L) Yes. Frozen, as it were?
A: Frozen, as it were.
Q: (L) Was there any benefit to me from this experience?
A: All experiences have potential for benefit.
Q: (L) Was there any detriment from this experience?
A: All experiences have potential for detriment. Now, do you see the parallels. We are talking about any opposing forces in nature, when they come together, the result can go all the way to the extreme of one side or all the way to the extreme of the other. Or, it can remain perfectly, symmetrically in balance in the middle, or partially in balance on one side or another. Therefore all potentials are realized at intersecting points in reality.
Q: (L) Was one of these conflicting thought centers or energies some part of me?
A: Yes.
Q: (L) And was it eclipsed by interacting with a thought center energy that was part of or all of something or someone else?
A: Or, was what happened a conflicting of one energy thought center that was a part of your thought process and another energy thought center that was another part of your thought process? We will ask you that question and allow you to contemplate. You will gain more knowledge by contemplating it by yourself rather than seeking the answers here. But a suggestion is to be made that you do that as you will gain much, very much knowledge by contemplating these very questions on your own and networking with others as you do so. Be not frustrated for the answers to be gained through your own contemplation will be truly illuminating to you and the experience to follow will be worth a thousand lifetimes of pleasure and joy.
The session from which the above extracts are taken was held in July of 1995. It was not until a few months ago that I obtained Carlos Castaneda’s book “The Active Side of Infinity” from which the information about the “flyers” is extracted. But, it set the bells ringing in my head.
You see, I had realized that all “alien interference” in my life changed from that point on. In retrospect, I understand that it was the constant study and becoming aware of the other realities that I had been going through which gave me the “platform” from which to resist this event of “eclipsing of realities,” which don Juan calls discipline in holding the energy fields together.
Subsequent to this event, there were numerous “attempts” to “play with my head” by these forces… and I was certainly amazingly aware of them. When I slept, I no longer did so in my former manner; it was as though I slept only half way, and a whole other part of me was awake and watching. I could hear voices and whispers and activity; I could hear strange breathing and feel ghostly fingers touching me from time to time, which I would fling away mentally.
When these activities would begin, as they did almost every night, I would turn on the radio softly, leave a light on, or simply sit up and read and mentally expand my awareness to keep them at bay. I felt that I was constantly surrounded by sniffing wolves looking for a sign of weakness or the scent of fear.
One of the trickiest maneuvers was when “they” planted the thoughts in my mind that I had gotten out of the bed and walked in another room… as I came to the doorway and put my hand out to touch the wall, I realized that my hand went right through it and that I was CLEARLY being manipulated in my mind. I snapped myself back into my body and FORCED my energy to hold its place, endeavoring with all my might to move my hand. When my fingers suddenly moved, it was like the “attack” popped like a balloon, and the harassment ceased.
Over and over again I performed these maneuvers of awareness and discipline – unaware of don Juan’s remarks about it – feeling that it was the obvious course of action.
The last night “they” came, I was lying in the bed, drifting to sleep, and the sleepiness was like a drug which was one of the “warning signs.” I could “see” through my closed eyes, which was another warning, and hear raspy breathing behind me. Then, I felt a touch on my back and all the force inside me exploded in anger and I pulled my “energy body” back and forced my arm to fling off the covers. It took several tries to get it to “connect” before the arm actually moved, and at the same time I was forcing my eyes open to see with the physical apparatus so that I would know that my fields were connected. As my eyes came open, I saw a large lizard, silhouetted by the light of the streetlamp outside the house, run across the window – a symbol of my victory.
And they have never come again.
But, of course, this mode of discipline was only effective AFTER I extricated myself from the “energy portal” of my ex-husband, a fervent born-again Christian.
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